i'll be your accident

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 19:51:07 GMT

i pick her up from school and she doesn't say one word to me.

she gets in the car adn she's wearing my purfume that i've lost and hella denies it.

i was like "nice smell you have on"
"it's my body spray"
"smells like britney spears fantasy"
"too bad it's not"

bullshit.

my bloods boiling so much i wanna move today. i think i will. fuck this all.

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 18:27:11 GMT

update: i just found my expensive conditioner too. it was in a fucking purse in my sisters room

i recall a conversation last week
"natalia, have you seen the conditioner i left in the bathroom window?"
"nope. are you sure it's not in there"
"positive"
"maybe you left it at kc's"

she's so fucking manpiulative..

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 18:17:06 GMT

So now i've found some other things i've been missing

I found my Jager wife beater in my sisters room balled up in a totebag

I found my Invader Zim cute shirt that says "Somebody needs a hug" I can't tell you how long i've been looking for that. Since I lived here 2-3 years ago!! My dad said she went through my boxes of clothes while I was gone but didn't take anything. BULLSHIT.

I'm still missing my Famous stars And Straps Wifebeater and my Birtney Spears purfume but that's it...

I found more shit of mine today and that's it, i'm gone asap.

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 18:16:09 GMT

THATS IT. IM FUCKING MOVING OUT NEXT WEEK

Last week i failed to leave my very expensive conditioner in the shower while i wasn't home.. i payed hella money for it because cali water has been drying my hair out badly.. i come home.. and it's gone. nowhere to be found.

i just notice in my bedroom something was missing from my dresser while i've been gone this weekend..

my fucking britney spears fantasy perfume

it's a fucking FULL BOTTLE and it's GONE and i cant find it! they better buy me new or show me my FULL BOTTLE

i'm sick of my shit being stolen

THATS IT

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 20:59:40 GMT

OH. i failed to mention the hightlight of our dinner on valentines day!!

KC stopped talking, looked me in the eyes.. and said "i have something to ask you.."

and he skooted his chair back and took the napkin out of his lap and onto the table..

my heart stopped..

that's all i can explain it as..

i got a huge rush over my body..

this is all in like 2 seconds ok...

and then he goes..

"can i have a kiss?"

and omg.. i was like YOURE SO FUCKING MEAN lol..

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 21:44:04 GMT

PICTURES!

Day before yesterday me, Tim, and KC went golfing! I got to drive the golf cart and sunbathe while they played :)

Tim with the flag and KC with his sleeveless shirt!

Then, yesterday it was so gorgeous and 72 degrees outside, KC decided he wanted to ride his dirtbike and he LOVES when i ride with him.. how can you fit two people on it? you might ask.. easy..

while he rides normal.. i ride in front of him but facing him.. so i'm facing backwards.. and i wrap my legs and arms around him.. talk about scary.. i can't see what's coming!

we went around his neighborhood and through some fields where hidden Jack Rabbits popped out and ran around.. i got mud all on me.. but it was fun!

He let me off and rode around poppin wheelies..

Thats my papa :)

We had Diesel tied to the tree in the front yard so he could be with us..

look at those big ol green eyes :)

there's my puppy :) 8 months old.. yup.. he just had his 8th month birthday! big dog huh?

We at at Panera Bread yesterday for lunch and had Diesel in the bed of the truck.. we sat there at the window watching him and some black kid who worked there was walking outside to take the trash out and he looked at Diesel and hella took 2 steps back.. lol.. i was laughing so hard.. then he walked back by again to come back inside and he saw me looking and he mouthed "that your dog?" and i shook my head yes

i love having a mean lookin dog who's really a sweet cuddly puppy :)

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 22:25:15 GMT

OH. and remember how websites take pics at clubs?

Last week KC went to a club Tuesday night and i couldn't go.. so i found a pic of him that night with tim..

lol he looks hella silly holding his arms so up high.. and tim.. timmy is drunkkk

I called Kc and told him about the pic.. he said "Remember the night i had to pick Tim up from the club? They took a pic of me then.. I was flashing my ring.. go find it"

lol.. such a cute nerd <3

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 18:19:42 GMT

oh yeah..

did i fail to mention Friday night, KC got on one knee and asked me to marry him

it's not THE formal proposal.. but nonetheless, he refers to me as his fiancee

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:29:55 GMT

ps. Andrea.. i got your christmas card! i loooved it.. thanks for the cute little note <3

kc read it too :)

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 11:59:29 GMT

so not only was it hard as hell leaving work tonight.. but i come home and my mom bought me 12 red roses.. and a note on a heart shaped piece of paper saying "merry christmas anastassia, i love you mom" and i bawled..

she also has all my christmas presents wrapped and out ready for me to open tomorrow..

i can't stop crying.. this christmas fucking sucks.. i mean i'm glad i'll be with the love of my life, but i REALLY feel selfish now.. i'll be having a great one with him.. and my mom will be miserable crying missing me...

i wish this were easy =(

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 02:43:05 GMT

i move in less than 24 hours.

i'm trying to pack but my mom keeps crying.. i hate this.

i hate her crying.

i know i shouldn't, but i feel kinda selfish.

just thought i'd share

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 09:35:09 GMT

look how cute my sister is!

.... a comment on my myspace
yO nigga!!! well i FINALLY got on well i should give u an award for the sexiest couple like ever even tho in person u guys make me want to throw up cookies lol see ya in a week !!

.... comment on a picture of me and kc
awww hold on a min while i run to the bathroom and throw up cookies hehe naw this is a hot couple all i have to say is im gonna have some hott neices and nephews yay because if u had ugly one u no theyd be sayin auntie tata who lol jk jk i lovee u !!!

i'm excited to get back close with her again =)

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 00:25:43 GMT

Because it's Christmas time, i LOVE watching Christmasy movies.. one of my favorites is Love Actually..

Yall need to see it!

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 03:13:08 GMT

me: are you driving?
kc: yeah
me: it's so quiet
kc: i know, i'm driving with the windows up
me: but you always drive with the windows cracked
kc: yeah, but when i'm on the phone with you, i drive with them up and the radio off so i can hear every word you say.. i want no distractions.. i love you so much.. you're my world and i wanna tell you that everyday until the day i die

HELP

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 16:46:18 GMT

someones using my fucking pics and i dunno what to do!

LOOK

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:40:54 GMT

him: i want to know everything about you.. i want to be your best friend.. i want to know your past, and your future

me: baby, if you want to see my future, look in a mirror

:::::

him: with this ring, i promise i'll love you forever, i'll wait for you to come back to me.. and ultimately, i promise i'll ask you to marry me someday soon

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him: when you walked away crying, i just had to run back and kiss you, and then stare at you crying, because i knew that would be the last time i get to see my baby.. she was leaving me.. so i count down the days until you're back in my arms again.. and that day will be the happiest day or my life.. i promise i'll take care of you forever.. we'll get married and have a wonderful family.. and i promise i'll love you until the day i die

:::::

we were put here for a reason

and that reason was for us to be together

:::::

i wait and wonder

when our next time will be

:::::

broken arms...

i would hold you

even if i had broken arms

:::::

i'm not falling in love anymore.. i'm submerged in it

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 20:32:55 GMT

KC wants to take my dad for dinner + drinks this week :)

I'm wanting change, and I've run out of ideas for icons.. soooo.. i was wondering.. if any of yall get bored, try playing with a small icon and making it look all pimp for me?

i'll send you bribery money! haha.

thanks in advance, loves <3

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 10:16:36 GMT

i leave for california in the afternoon !!

.: From The Birmingham News :.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 07:39:31 GMT

I just saw this article and wanted everyone to read it (well, those in Birmingham)

Bad News for those in dating game

If you're single and on the market, you might just think of this as one of those bad-news-good-news things.

The bad news is that metro Birmingham, according to a new national study, is the worst city in America for "hooking up". That means finding dates, you know. Socializing and flirting, meeting potential mates and discovering the perfect romantic spot to set the mood.

The good news? Well, since we also rank among the fattest and most unhealthy places in the country, you singles just aren't missing that much.

So much for good news. On second thought, it's just another bad-news-bad-news thing.

The hook-up study was done by Sperling's BestPlaces on behalf of Axe body spray for men -- that company with the indelicate marking plan and the commercials you really dont want your kids to see.

Sperling's made their rankings by considering 33 criteria such as the number of people with diseases, the number of single people and girl-to-guy parity. There are about 86 men to every 100 women in Birmingham, incidentally. The researchers counted bars, coffee houses and lingerie shops, and even checked the amount of flowers and jewerly bought as gifts.

Think it's a little sketchy? Probably. The reseachers said they "gave appropriate weight to each category," whatever that means.

Just so you'll know, places like Tulsa, Okla., El Paso, Texas and Memphis joined Birmingham in the bottom 10. Seattle was the best hook-up town, followed by Honolulu and San Fransisco. No Southern city was in the top 10.

It seams, if other research is to be believed, that single life is particularly difficult for men in this town. Or maybe it's just life in general that's tough. Last year, Men's Health magazine ranked Birmingham a miserable 100th in it's 101 Best (and Worst) Cities for Men, a study based on health, fitness and quality of life. Only Memphis was worse.

While all these groups clearly think of Birmingham as a dating downer, signs of hope for single people can be found elsewhere. If you look hard enough.

In the book "The It's Just Lunch Guide to Dating in America," several Birmingham-area spots are listed among the best of America's dating locales.

Birmingham's Doo Dah Day is listed first among the nation's top 10 "best flirting opportunities".

"You have never seen anything like it," the book says. "It's a great way to strike up a conversation." The book also lists Lou's Pub on Southside as one of the best happy hours in America, and calls Little Savannah on Clairmont Avenue one of the 10 "best plaes for a first dinner date."

So let's face it. Things aren't as grim as they seem. Who cares what Axe body spray has to say, anyway. After all, Birmingham also comes up pretty high on all those lists of things like friendliness, charitable giving and churches per capita. And when you get right down to it, a "hook-up" at a bar typically isn't the start of a beautiful relationship.

-- John Archibald, The Birmingham News

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 05:34:02 GMT

Happy Birthday Justin!! xforevergonex

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 22:55:50 GMT

OMG. Nick just came by to give me my birthday present early.. HE GOT ME AN XM RADIO FOR MY CAR

.: Birthday Begins! :.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 16:19:07 GMT

So I wake up to my grandma telling me a lady is coming with a delivery for me.. 5 hours of sleep.. that's all I had gotten. So I get up and anxiously wait.

A van pulls up. I rush to the window, watch a lady walk to my front door and hand my grandma a white bag with a Balloon coming out of it, she walks back to her van and next thing i know, i have a dozen pink roses!!

That's a box of chocolate!

All from Rocco who is stationed over in Iraq :) Rocco loves to spoil me!

My birthday is TOMORROW, but let the birthday begin!

.: Halloween :.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 18:19:29 GMT

I just put up 12 ghosts in my tree in my front yard.. Halloween is just around the corner!

So what is everyone going to be for Halloween?

.: Britney's Baby :.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 21:35:28 GMT

My favorite radio station back in Sacramento emailed me the new video of Britney Spears' baby boy..

Go here and download it.. it's safe.. no viruses

.: the movie :.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 17:47:31 GMT

The movie was FANTASTIC.. i'll do a HUGE update when i get Kurt's pictures developed.. i already have mine on here but i wanna get everything on here...

I was in the background all the time but i don't want to sound full of myself, but i was checked out by the crew and even the stars.. kinda awesome

But let's just say yesterday, they put me IN a huge scene.. and i was 5 feet from Will farrell.. i could breathe on him.. it was so awesome..

that's just a preview of my pics.. i was in that scene.. stood RIGHT beside the car and RIGHT beside Will Farrell